Thursday, July 11, 2013

An Update

Here I lay,
So broken hearted
For she has gone
But not departed.

A strange feeling it is
To say goodbye

For I remember 
singing you lullabies
Sleep little flower
I'll protect thee

Now, this betrayal
How you've cut me!

I know I know,
What's become of you.

My mind is made up,
In you I cannot trust

In this fire I cannot sleep
My mind it burns but
My river's deep

When everything we thought we've known
Becomes the plague we fear
What can we really do, after all

But disappear?

Hello lovelies,

I wanted to touch base with you about my absence. Recently there was a bit of a crisis in my family and it has taken it's toll on me emotionally, in fact it's had a larger impact than I thought it would. I've spent my days sleeping as much as possible but the sleep is restless. My mind is alive with the ghosts of my past and I can't silence them. I'm overcome with worry for this family member. 

This is the place I'm at now and unfortunately, writing naughty romance is simply not rising out of this darkness. I intended on sharing a naughty little short with this gorgeous picture above, but I can't find even a spark of romance or eroticism within me right now...

On the upside, I've started to write a lot of poetry and am journaling thoughts about my past. I haven't written poetry in ages, so I'm sorry if I'm a bit rusty! I've missed it. It's so therapeutic. I've shared a small one above, I know it's not sexy, but maybe you'll like my non-sexy side too. It's just for now and I feel... or hope that I will be back in the erotic saddle next week.

In the meantime if you've got something to promote, please don't hesitate to send it to me with your purchase and social network links and I will put it onto my blog!

I hope you're all having a lovely week and I wish you an amazing weekend.



  1. My thoughts and prayers are with you honey, and if my readers can love ever facet of me so can yours, darling!

    Poetry is cathartic... keep writing until you feel spent, then sleep, and hopefully your wake up with a brighter day tomorrow, and so on! :)

    Keep pour your words out, you'll get there!!!

    Love and snugs!

    1. Thanks so much Penny! I have been writing all day and am exhausted, looking forward to a nice relaxing evening, almost there!

      Thanks for being so supportive!

  2. I can relate. I have some family events too, right now, and all I want to do is sleep and dream of happier times. Here's to hoping yours come soon.

    1. And I your's love! xx stay strong. I saw a funny quote the other day that said whenever life throws you a curve ball yell "PLOT TWIST!" and move along. *hugs*

  3. Always take time out for family. If that's what God or The Universe wants you to do, then that's what you should do. I'm just sad that I'm a new reader, and missed your last free book as I was out of town and electronically dark.

  4. Thank you Matches, for the support! I am feeling better every day =) Not to worry, I have free promotions going on very frequently, stay tuned! You can also find 99 cent shorts on my amazon page =)